Can't quit those tears
and I cover my mouth
as I try to hold in
my screams
Feel that pain
rip through my chest
as you watch me
in silence
I want to tell you
tell you that everything
will be okay, but
you know that I'm lying
I love you, I whisper
and I run my hands
across your head
over and over.
Don't leave me
but escape this pain
Wait don't leave me!
But escape your pain...
I'm choking up, and
I can't breathe as
you sigh into sleep
forever into sleep
I want to scream again
I want to hold myself
and rock away the sadness
tuck away the heartbreak.
It hurts so much, and
I can't leave your side.
But I must... I must let you go
I must let you be free
My heart clenches and
I gasp for air, I'm
claustrophobic in this large
space around me.
Goodbye, my lovely
Goodbye, sweetheart
Forever you will rest
In peace in my heart.
~~~~
had to put down my dog yesterday. Freaking sucks. She had some cancer that couldn't be helped by any of the normal treatments. When the vet told me, I had to cover my mouth while I screamed. And my dog just looked at me as if she knew it the entire time. She even wagged her tail at the end, right as she was slipping away.
I hurt so bad right now.
Friday, July 29, 2011
Saturday, July 23, 2011
Childhood
Disney
Pokemon
Winnie-the-Pooh
Muppets
Childhood.
Harry Potter
Maximum Ride
Twilight
Alice in Wonderland
Teen.
15 years old.
Where did the time go?
I miss those days
of endless joy.
Whatever happened
to arguing over the crayons?
Now we can see
the darkness in the world.
I want to go back...
Back to those days
where innocence
made sense.
Sometimes I want
to retreat back into
my childhood
and see only light.
Why do we
strive to grow old?
And then look back
and regret ever moving so fast?
I suppose it is
a lesson learned
with time,
time and change.
Why can't we
have the innocence of
a child, and the mentality
of an adult?
Pokemon
Winnie-the-Pooh
Muppets
Childhood.
Harry Potter
Maximum Ride
Twilight
Alice in Wonderland
Teen.
15 years old.
Where did the time go?
I miss those days
of endless joy.
Whatever happened
to arguing over the crayons?
Now we can see
the darkness in the world.
I want to go back...
Back to those days
where innocence
made sense.
Sometimes I want
to retreat back into
my childhood
and see only light.
Why do we
strive to grow old?
And then look back
and regret ever moving so fast?
I suppose it is
a lesson learned
with time,
time and change.
Why can't we
have the innocence of
a child, and the mentality
of an adult?
Disney
Pokemon
Winnie-the-Pooh
Muppets
Childhood.
Harry Potter
Maximum Ride
Twilight
Alice in Wonderland
Childhood.
~~~~~~~~~~~
Randomness xD I just busted this out randomly, because I was thinking about how I was so excited about possibly getting the new Pokemon game (BLACK WOO!) today, and then also how I was bummed that I couldn't find any good My Little Pony Friendship is Magic games online xD Ohhhh I will eternally be a Teen-Child... Yay for that!
~Mason
Friday, July 15, 2011
HARRY POTTER
Oh. My. Gosh. That last Harry Potter movie was FANTASTIC.
I ALMOST didn't get to see it at the midnight premier, but in the end my grandpa came through and we snuck out to see it!!! :D I make us sound like such badasses but really... I was staying the night at my grandparents' house while my dad and stepmom went out on their anneversary...so only my parents didn't know xD
But they'll find out. .____. curious on how THAT one will go.
AHEM. Anyway. The movie overall was great, I cried twice (when Fred died and when Harry saw his parents with the ressurection stone) but that's okay because I cry easily. :) Although, everyone SHOULD cry when Fred died!!! WHAT IS GEORGE GONNA DO WITHOUT FRED?! HUH?!
Thats MY question to the world. :'(
AGAIN ANYWAY. Being in Texas and all I'd hoped for a more animated crowd, but all I got was a bunch of annoying frat boys/douchebags. Awesome. ALTHOUGH. Credits to the row of 5 or 6 hipster/punk people in front of me. I loved them. xD As I said, I expected more animated people in the theater. They laughed a couple times, but people only clapped at the end of the movie (and not too enthusiastically) and then there were a couple of catcalls and claps when Ron's mom killed Beatrice LeStrange.
Oh well! The movie was splendid overall! I loved it!!!!!
~Mason
I ALMOST didn't get to see it at the midnight premier, but in the end my grandpa came through and we snuck out to see it!!! :D I make us sound like such badasses but really... I was staying the night at my grandparents' house while my dad and stepmom went out on their anneversary...so only my parents didn't know xD
But they'll find out. .____. curious on how THAT one will go.
AHEM. Anyway. The movie overall was great, I cried twice (when Fred died and when Harry saw his parents with the ressurection stone) but that's okay because I cry easily. :) Although, everyone SHOULD cry when Fred died!!! WHAT IS GEORGE GONNA DO WITHOUT FRED?! HUH?!
Thats MY question to the world. :'(
AGAIN ANYWAY. Being in Texas and all I'd hoped for a more animated crowd, but all I got was a bunch of annoying frat boys/douchebags. Awesome. ALTHOUGH. Credits to the row of 5 or 6 hipster/punk people in front of me. I loved them. xD As I said, I expected more animated people in the theater. They laughed a couple times, but people only clapped at the end of the movie (and not too enthusiastically) and then there were a couple of catcalls and claps when Ron's mom killed Beatrice LeStrange.
Oh well! The movie was splendid overall! I loved it!!!!!
~Mason
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
New Banner
Eh? Eh? Yeah, it's pretty awesome, right? RIIIIIGHT. xD
The picture is one of my watercolors that I did :3 The white one in the picture is Dulcie, and the other one with the huge tail is (me) Jabbershire! :D
Yep! That's 'bout it, just thought I should spice up the ol' blog c:
Mk bai
~Mason
The picture is one of my watercolors that I did :3 The white one in the picture is Dulcie, and the other one with the huge tail is (me) Jabbershire! :D
Yep! That's 'bout it, just thought I should spice up the ol' blog c:
Mk bai
~Mason
Saturday, July 2, 2011
Because I Love You...
Do you not
care that you
could die
early?
Do you not
care that you
make me
cry?
I’m scared for
you, and yet
you still
lie.
I think
that you
are safe…
lies.
You’re killing
yourself with
every breath
you inhale.
And it kills
me inside; more
than you might
think.
You’re not
just committing suicide,
you’re murdering
me.
Just stop!
Tell me the
truth! Enough
is ENOUGH!
Do I have
to scream?
Do I have to
yell?
I don’t want
to swear or
be mad at
you.
I just want
you to stop…
because I love
you.
~~~
blarg.
~BRG
care that you
could die
early?
Do you not
care that you
make me
cry?
I’m scared for
you, and yet
you still
lie.
I think
that you
are safe…
lies.
You’re killing
yourself with
every breath
you inhale.
And it kills
me inside; more
than you might
think.
You’re not
just committing suicide,
you’re murdering
me.
Just stop!
Tell me the
truth! Enough
is ENOUGH!
Do I have
to scream?
Do I have to
yell?
I don’t want
to swear or
be mad at
you.
I just want
you to stop…
because I love
you.
~~~
blarg.
~BRG
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