Green With Envy

And, well I guess
I'm sorry that
maybe,
just maybe
I get a little
jealous.
It's hard not
to, right?
I mean you
get everything
you ever wanted.
Oh, and don't
get me wrong,
girl,
I still love you
more than
words can
express,
but hell.
The way you
talk about
everything,
everything
is just
BOOM
jealousy!
And no matter
how hard
I try,
I just can't
shrug that feeling of,
Hey....
why can't I
have some of
that?
I tell myself it's stupid
because, let's face it,
it IS,
but dang
girl you just
make my energy
flare green
with envy.

Hunger Games Movie Review

***SPOILER ALERT****

So I saw the Hunger Games tonight. I have to say that it was freaking AMAZING. And while they left out some parts and changed certain things around, it wasn't that big of a deal, because all that stuff was minor.

They stuck to the book almost to a T. I thought it was amazing.... definitely suspenseful, but I love those kinds of movies. There were a few things that bummed me out a little bit, though. First of all, I was only slightly bummed that the mutts weren't reincarnates of the other tributes. Not a big deal, as I said earlier, but still. Also, I wanted them to show the train ride back to District 12. I wanted to see when Katniss and Peeta kept each other company because they were afraid of the nightmares. I just found that sad but touching in the book, so I was a little disappointed that they didn't show that in the movie.

All in all, it was freaking amazing. I bawled when Rue died, not gonna lie.

Five out of Five stars in my opinion!!

Nightmare

I had this freakish nightmare last night.

Actually, it was during my super late nap. But that's not the point.

There was stuff in the beginning that really have no point in this at all, so I'll skip to the freakish stuff.

I was in a room, watching a video on how dead people can still feel pain after they're dead. It's an interesting concept to think about, but also kind of freaky. In the "video", dead people got cut in half (head to toe) and then their torso severed, from there they were cut at the neck, and then from there they were cut horizontally in the middle of the nose. The entire time, the dead body was emitting this freakish scream that I can't really put into words. It definitely wasn't human, that's for sure. I suppose the closest thing I can pin it to was, if you've ever seen Wolf's Rain, then think about the way the character Cheza screamed, and that's the closest I could get to describing that sound.

Let's just say that it freaked my beans. It was pretty disturbing.
C:

Can I Stay?

I am in

a place,

full of wonder.

Here I can do 

anything;

I can be free.

I can swim 

with a tail,

or run on four

legs.

I can fly on 

wings, laughing

as I twirl

and dive through

the air.

Here I am fast,

here I am strong.

There isn't anything

I can't do.

This place...

it is perfect.

I want to stay here

forever...

I want to live here

with my friends,

with my family.

And just as I

think that

I will stay,

I wake up.

~~~

Just kind of a poem about Dreams. A lot of the time I always wish that I will never wake up, even though I realize that I am dreaming (I lucid dream a lot). It always makes my day when I can remember my dreams, because usually they're pretty detailed and vivid. Bright colors everywhere, usually a lot of things that don't make sense, you know... usual dream stuff. 

Anyway, I had another flying dream last night (I have a lot of those, too). Ever since reading Maximum Ride I've never had a "Peter Pan" flying dream (Aka just kind of floating), but instead I've always had wings. That's kind of been one of my fantasy dreams since forever, and so why shouldn't I dream about that? 

Thanks for reading!

~Mason