The Fissure Between Us

I don't know if you know...
or even care for that matter...
but I wish that I could show
how much I miss you.

Remember way back when?
Remember the past...
remember when we were still friends?
I do... do you?

Remember all the fun times?
Laughing and making pretend,
you and me... partners in crime...
what happened to us?

I know friendships die,
but I never expected
ours to pass on by.
I didn't even see it go.

It was a smooth change,
I have to say.
But it feels strange...
not knowing you anymore.

We're on opposite ends
of the spectrum now, but
I still want us to be friends.
But I don't know where to start.

I see you during the day,
but it's awkward between us
and I have no idea what to say.
Sometimes it's painful.

I wish that it could go back
to the way it was before,
but i think there's a crack,
a fissure in between us.