Shattered

I’m reaching out
crying out for help
but you turn away
and i’m left to fall….
Don’t leave me behind,
just please help.
help me back up.
don’t turn away…
I wan’t to know
that you’re just
pushing me away
because you’re afraid.
But as the world
spins around me
i can feel my sobs
deep in my chest.
And i believe what
you said to me.
but i want you back
don’t leave me here…
do you hear me?
DO YOU HEAR ME?!
d-don’t let me fall…
the panic rises
in my chest….
and i’m falling down,
reaching for the ghost
of a hand that won’t
save me from shattering.

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