Loneliness

My mood 

is always up

when you're

around.

You and I...

we have some

fun times.

When you

have to return

home, I

keep my smile

in place. 

Try not 

to cry...

hold it together.

I know I'll

see you soon 

anyways....

but it's hard.

Now I sit

alone in my room.

And I check

and recheck

my Facebook.

Hoping to spot

you there,

to say "hi". 

Because I

can already feel

that loneliness

cascading down

my chest, like

and ice cold

waterfall, ready

to take hold

of all that I 

have, and

send me down

until that single

tear drops...

that single tear

that is just as

alone

as I am.