Alone

Hate how
when I'm alone
everything festers
in my brain.
All those words
and actions
turned against me
in my own mind.
It makes me
want to scream
out loud,
release the tension
beyond my skull.
Hate how
when I'm alone,
it's me against
the world.
It's hard to
understand that
there's somebody
out there
who cares
when I'm alone.
~~~~
...

~Mason

Sing Me to Sleep

Sing me,
oh sing me
to sleep.
I want to
escape to
that land
of dreams,
escape this
reality,
this damned
reality.
Let my
eyes close,
allow me
to rest.
Grant me
relief,
relief from
this pain.
It burns in
my chest,
my soul,
my mind.
Sing me,
oh sing me
to sleep.
Allow me
to forever
enter that
land of dreams.
~~~~~
Well! Just a little something I wrote up. C: Gonna try and get this place up and running again x3

~Mason

It's Hard

It's hard.

When that person

makes you smile,

makes you laugh.

But they can also

make you cry

make you hate. 

You want to tell

them that they cause

you so much pain

inside, but you 

also want to say

that they are

a blessing in your 

life.

You hate the feeling

that eats you up from

the inside when they

are with someone else.

You want it to go away;

Envy is an ugly thing

and you don't want it

anywhere near you.

You don't want to cause

them grief, and you

don't want them to know

when you feel that pain

in your chest, 

in your stomach.

You want them to 

be happy, 

and that 

is that. 

How can they

make you smile?

Make you happy?

How can they

make you hurt?

Make you cry?

It's hard sometimes.

New-ish design...?

OMG WHAT I'M POSTING SOMETHING ON HERE?! NO WAY. GAH. OHMYGOSH.

This place has been a freaking graveyard. I have been horribly neglecting this poor place.... *dusts off lovingly*

SO yeah. Gonna revamp it a wee bit. Should be interesting, no? 

We'll see. I haven't done any poetry er anything lately. Perhaps I'll bust somethin out. c:

--MASON