Eyes Wide Shut

It's pulling
at my mind,
tugging at
my sanity.

Eyes wide
open, but
mind tightly
shut.

Is this living,
or am I just
one of the
walking dead?

Can't focus;
my mentality
is shutting
down.

Speech is
slurred,
eyes blink
blearily.

I've become
a soulless body,
a shell of who
I used to be.

But I'll be
fine once I
get some
Sleep.

~~~~~~~
Freaking exhausted lately. This entire week has just been so stressful and exhausting... I've already snapped a couple times. Finally I have a break... I intend to take full use of that break. I am going to sleep so much tomorrow and gain back what I lost over the week.

Word of Advice: GET GOOD SLEEP.
~Mason

Losing Contact

I never really
recovered from
all that, did I?
The way I
clung to you
so enviously
wishing that
I could mean
as much to
you as she.
Now I'll
admit that
I got over it
for awhile,
but every now
and again
it'll come back
to kick me in
the ass.
And I'll watch
from behind,
always following
because I can't
let it go.
You'll turn around
and smile,
call me to your side.
And when you do
it's so uplifting
that I can't help
but smile
and follow.
But then she
catches your
eye, and I
lose contact.
Earth to you,
earth to you!
But I realize
that once again
I've lost
contact.