That Feeling of Falling

I'm feeling a little
lost inside
myself.
I'm used
to  it by
now.
The feeling
of falling
isn't exactly
unfamiliar
as I plummet
towards the
ground.
I find security
within myself
so I pull
away.
Don't take
offense to my
actions,
It can't be
helped....
And there's that
feeling of falling
again...
And I find
myself comforted
by this dropping
sensation.
Please don't take
into consideration
the amount of pain
I had to endure
to get this sense of
security.
This lie within
myself.
You can't trust
your walls...
because eventually,
they'll fall...
and then there
will be that
feeling of
falling....